concealing your insecurities,

I think I need more happy things to look forward to.

On a sidenote, every time I walk into the RJ canteen, it feels as though I have to try very hard to find a familiar face in the crowd, which is terrible if you ask me. But lots of cool stuff have been happening when I least I expect them to, and I'm very grateful for these little blessings. I know I have so much to be happy about, yet there's this dark spot in life that doesn't ever seem to get enough sunshine no matter which direction the sun comes in from. Life's pretty weird I guess.

Next week shall be a good week. And I really have to learn to keep promises, I haven't been emailing becky again rawr.