Sunday, July 31, 2011

you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul.

'I sometimes find, and I am sure you know the feeling, that I simply have too many thoughts and memories crammed into my mind. At these times, I use the Pensieve.  One simply siphons the excess thoughts from one's mind, pours them into the basin, and examines them at one's leisure.' - Dumbledore
Hmm I think I really need a Pensieve. If only it did exist. All the thoughts zooming around in my head really need to be let out.

I'm really glad this past week is over. Tiring is, as usual, an understatement. But but I had so much fun this week, and I really wouldn't trade the memories for anything else. Like dancing with all the crazy csl people in front of the second-floor mirrors on monday. (Yes, mirrors.) Hehe that was about the most embarrassing thing ever but still it was so much fun. Although I guess I really don't have any dancing genes in me ohman.

And watching the teller and the tale with lingzhi the birthday gal on thursday. Going to acjc really just brought back all the memories with becky and there's something about the acjc campus that's really calming. And the show was really great, I'm so thankful to becky for introducing me to drama and I'm definitely gonna make plans to watch more shows by acsian theatre.

And after ISLE concert last night I guess it really hit me that I do love ISLE very much and my entire team too. Maybe I had a ton of misgivings at first, but right now, I'm feeling so glad for ISLE. I really can't wait for more to come. you never know how many hearts you touch~~

Have got a ton of work to finish but I'm a happy kid right now and nothing, not even work, can spoil this moment. All the lectures this week have been so taxing on the brain cells, hmm gosh they don't regenerate so I hope I haven't been losing too many. I still need them for all the exams coming up. SO INTENSEEEEE.

aww :)


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Wednesday, July 13, 2011

just stop for a minute and smile.

I'm finally back here again. So, the holidays have ended, school has started again, life has gone on. For the first time ever, I can't say I'm enjoying rj very much. Whatever happened to the days when I actually loved school, loved my friends, loved (almost) everything in my life. Don't get me wrong, I still love school very much, and I'm truly thankful for every opportunity that I have, but oh my goodness why is it that there are so many things that get on my nerves these days.


RJ is so much more materialistic, I swear. Everything revolves around numbers and numbers. If touching one person's life is a good thing, then touching one hundred lives must be a really great thing. I don't think it works that way, though. And if all the numbers and certs and diplomas don't already give some a major headache, others have to make it worse by rambling on and on about it. Hmm I think what sets some people apart from the masses (and I really respect such people) is the way they are able to see beyond all these tangible things in life to the not so tangible. And these people are just so genuine, so admirable, that they are so hard to come by.


To tell the truth, the next few weeks are gonna be pretty daunting. But I'm just gonna keep believing. And staying true to all my true friends. :D OKAY I'M GONNA FIND SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERYDAY.




two is better than one :)